Point of No Return
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
shit. i've been quite prone to bouts of happiness or depression. what's so irritating is that the former is usually followed by the latter. that sucks. imagine yourself being joyful for one moment, not having a worry in the world. then the next moment you feel down, crushed, diminished, depressed. all the cold hard facts start hitting you in the face. like the fact that o levels is only what? a few mere months away? and then there's the feeling that you'd be unable to produce 6As. not to mention 6A1s. its just like when you're having a dream about your boyfriend/girlfriend, then someone splashes a bucketful of cold water straight into your face.
it usually leaves me in a not-so-good kinda mood to last the entire day. and especially if there's those 2 morons in the class. bother, irritate, bug.
that's for the past week. now's a whole new story.
okay, Things that Make this Week Different:
1) he has stopped bugging me and i'm really really pleased. and please don't try to put on a pretense and say its a joke. blasphemy. you done it, you admit it. don't squirm and worm your way out. anyway, i quite happy that you've decided to leave me be, cos now i know you won't bother me. and remember its YOU who started it, not me. get
that IN.
2) though its not the 1st point...but its still the most decisive factor for this week being different. because i went out on saturday! it was real cool. thanks!
3) on the down side, there's an ever-increasing pile of homework. maybe the term for it is omnipresent. oh ya, omnipresent+++. it just keeps piling up; each teacher's now giving homework, except for sciences. and each day brings the assurance of another set of homework added to the already innumerable collection. they just don't relent, do they?
4) seeing those 2 bastards. always the same. and jia jin keeps fighting and arguing. oh no, that's not the correct term. i should be, more accurately, bickering. for him. leonard still counts as arguing. and why oh why oh why does he not realize that he is the fucking root factor for all the arguments? i think everything sparks of from the awareness of his shitty personality, so it make you feel like you really want to kao beh him. someone just punch jiajin in the face please. he already did so to leonard, it's time someone did the same to him.
that's about it i guess. last week was just plain ol' tests and homework to greet you every time u stepped into school.
